Life is hard!
by spiritgirl,
at 22:01
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I guess maybe my achilles is mending. After a couple days of not feeling it, I decided to spin easy on the trainer tonight and see how it felt. I ended up putting in 30 minutes and it felt just fine. I’m SOO glad about that! Perhaps after a few more sessions I’ll be ready to get back outside and ride a little. Here’s hoping. This weekend was friggin’ busy! I painted baseboards & trim in the bathroom, and did quite a bit (like 4 loads) of laundry. Vacuumed too. It was LOADS of fun. Not!
I guess the real reason for the busy body weekend was to just keep my mind occupied. SO and I have been having a few problems lately so that’s kind of a drag. We’ve been together for about 10.5 years, and married for 5 of that. I’ve always heard that years 5-7 are the hardest. Well, it really seems like it right now. SO wanted a bit of space to clear the head, so they are crashing with a mutual friend for what I hope is just a few days. I’ve got a lump in the pit of my stomach that just won’t go away.
Such is life though. Without the lows, the highs would not be so good. Withought the hard times, the good times wouldn’t be so good. Suck when you’re going through it though. Especially when there is a home and pets involved. I can only imagine how much your head would be spinning if you had children. THAT would be really hard. Not really sure what’s going on yet though. Perhaps in a few more days (even a week or 2) SO will work out what they need to and we will be able to move forward in our marriage and our lives. We’ve done such big things together and overcome many obstacles. We’re strong as individuals and with love and some compassion can make it through anything.